emotional week

This has been a full on week... the last week of term 1.

It started with parent teacher interviews on Monday ... Kougra's was glowing of course.

Mrs Sands is very impressed with Kougra's vocabulary and her way of expressing herself and telling information. How she uses a variety of different words to describe things and how her thoughts and descriptions flow well from one to the next.

She is not too worried about the fact that Kougra still experiences separation anxiety in the morning .. especially as it only lasts as long as it takes for me to get out the door.

She is also pleased with the fact that after a slow start Kougra has ventured out into the playground at lunchtimes to enjoy play and make new friends. For probably the first 3 to 4 weeks she spent the whole lunchtime in the undercover area close to the teachers painting (they also had other activities set up ... blocks etc) but Kougra seemed to only do painting and would come home every day with mountains of paperwork!

After a bit of encouragement she decided to venture out into the playground and discovered quite a few friends ... many from prep B. The current favourites are Josie and Precious from prep B and Sophie, Abbi, Samantha, Bianca and Bailey (boy) from prep A. She also interacts with many other kids too, but is not always able to remember their names.

I have noticed lots of kids smile and say hello or goodbye to Kougra when I drop her off in the mornings or take her home. She was also recognized by Lilly and Dell who are in grade 3 and 2 respectively and pop their heads over the back fence when they are visitting their grandparents.


I have meandered off track a little ... there is still lots I want to cover

I also talked to Mrs Sands about not wanting to continue to help with PMP (perceptual movement program) on wednesday mornings. I liked it the first few weeks but was starting to dread it fairly soon after that.

Starting from next term I will try helping prep A with afternoon group activities instead. I think that will be better because it will only be Prep A ... and I know most of the kids by name now ... whereas I struggled to keep track of everyone in prep A and B. The activities will also be quieter and in a calmer indoor environment which suits me a bit better. Mrs Sands was really understanding about the whole thing and I feel relieved that instead of putting up with a situation I really don't like I actually dealt with it reasonably quickly (for me that is).

I usually put up with things until I am at breaking point and then fireworks, lava flows, and earthquakes happen. Although that being said ... first thing next morning (Tues) I was gripped by belly pains beyond belief and nausea, throwing up and horrendous runs every 30 minutes or so.

I got Uni to drop Kougra off at school for me and lay in bed sleeping all day (when I wasn't running to the loo). The only exception to this was a trip down to the school to watch Kougra compete in the Cross Country and take photos of the event. How I managed to stay upright and away from a toilet for 45 minutes or so is beyond me ... I did lean against Uni a bit towards the end and eventually sat down on the ground to steady myself.

I then went straight home and slept for most of the afternoon. Uni had to go to bed so he could get some rest before n/shift ... and Kougra had to pretty much entertain herself while I haphazardly slapped together a spaghetti dinner in between naps on the couch. I then slept all night ...

Wednesday I shakily took Kougra to school and stayed for the kids nursery rhyme presentation and PMP session that all parents were invited to come and watch ... my last PMP YAY!!!

Probably should have taken it a bit easy for the rest of the day but ants were invading my worm farm and I decided to do some work on it while Uni was available to help (see previous post for details of this).

Today was the last day of term and the kids reward for being good was a school trip to the movies ... the film they had picked was "monsters vs aliens". Knowing Kougra often cries and gets upset in movies I was a bit worried about how she was going to go ... but having spent half this week unwell and plenty of time at school I was reluctant to volunteer to go along as a helper. It turned out that not going was the right decision to make ... but while I was deliberating about it I forgot to put the signed permission slip in with my payment for the trip. I only discovered this at about 12pm ... the approx time that the movie was over and then I worried for the rest of the afternoon about whether or not the school would have taken her or not. Luckily Mrs Sands had asked me this morning whether or not Kougra would be going to the movie and I had said that yes we had paid (not realizing I'd forgotten the permission slip) ... so she knew I intended for Kougra to go along.

In the afternoon I apprehensively headed off to the easter bonnet parade to watch prep - year 3 show off the easter bonnets they had made. I arrived just in time to see prep A march around and Kougra looked like she was in good spirits. After a lot of arm waving and jumping around and smiling I thought I got her attention ... and then settled down to enjoy the musical performance. I was very proud and very emotional ... and I even managed to get a few good photos. Still not feeling 100% but think I will try to get myself emotionally and physically back on track now that holidays are upon us.

Phew ... big post ...but it all needed to be said ... and remembered!!!

Better get back to my housework.